Showing posts with label Bhavna. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bhavna. Show all posts

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Power of Namaste !!!!

Jai Maata Di !!!
What a tiring day. Its not like that I am complaining, but seems like no energy left. But wanted to write, wanted to share my feelings. So I am here Yippiee !!
I am in the industry where hi's and hello's are more of muah-muah's, huggi-kissi types. Rivals meet as if they are best of friends, and friends meet as they know each other from the time of hadappa mohanjudado. I am not against all this, who am I, but I was never into all this. I like to stick to basic hi or Hello. few years back my husband explained me the importance of NAMASKAR. Intially I was not keen about it, but i knew if he said something to me, must be good for me. Though felt awkward initially, but i started doing Namaste/ Namaskars instead Hi, hello, or handshakes. even in Sms's I sticked to Namaste instead of Hey or Hi's. And trust me, it was magical. The instant respect and attention i got from everyone was outstanding. ten people in the meeting room, and I was able to grab attention with a single NAMASTE. I realized what my husband meant. We give importance to western culture thinking of it as Cool. But thanks to my husband, I realized the power of being Indian, being a culture follower. Today all huggi-kissi people do namaste whenever they see me, not to mimic, but with respect. Recently had a story narration meeting with Mr Subrato Roy, Sahara Shree. I greeted him with joined hands, he was taken aback for a slight momentas he was expecting a mandatory "hello sir" from a young girl like me. When meeting was over and I was leaving, he joined hands and greeted me the same way I was greeting him. And I could see the respect in his eyes for me, though I am nothing as compared to his status, but I had made my mark with a NAMASTE. Its not only about being different or grabbing eye balls. You feel good, you feel proud, don't know how and why, but it gives you a strange self satisfaction and self respect. I am thankful to my husband Amol for making me realize that our culture has its own beauty, you just need to see it, need to feel it.

Monday, March 15, 2010

You love Yourself the most !!!

Jai Maata Di
I was home all day. was not well to attend any meeting, nor I was wanting to. Got up real late, saw few more cd's i got from landmark. Then did some work for tommorow's meeting. Then saw Jodha Akbar on UTV movies, again. While watching the movie I was thinking some dialogues touch you deep inside. From Jodhaa Akbar, few of my fav is "Pani aur tammnaaon ki taaseer ek si hoti hai, aage badhte jaana". Perfect !! There are many more in the film, but this is my fav most. Tomorrow is a tough day. Had to do lot at the same time. Have four meeting in a row, wusshhh !! You know when I was in college, my orthodox brahmin relatives use to scold me, that i dont know how to cook, i dont do any household work, how will I get a husband, how i will keep my in-laws happy etc etc. But you I never cared what they were talking about because I always believed in myself. I can do anything IF I want. Gossips and scoldings fuelled up when I decided not to study any further after graduation and do some creative work. When I asked them to shut up, they started torturing my poor mother, that I am 'badtameez', my future is dark. I explained to my mum, that to keep faith in her daughter. Her upbringing and teachings won't go waste.
Today, I have a career, I earn more than triple then anyone in my whole Khandaan, including men, forget the ladies. I got the perfect husband, straight out of any girl's dreams. I do everything a house wife does and everything what a working woman can do. My papa is proud of me, My husband loves and respects me. I have created my own place in hearts of my sasuraal-people. And now the same relatives, can't stop praising me. the same people want their own kids to be like ME.
Always believe in yourself. don't get carried away by what others are saying. always remember, Its YOU who loves YOURSELF the MOST. Be yourself, world will follow. Trust me, I have done it.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

The Godfather

Jai Maata Di

Its 3:30 am, sunday is yesterday, monday is today. Had a long meeting with Aroona Ji (Aroona Irani) so it was a working sunday. Thinking of taking Monday off. Lets see whether can manage or not. Well, just finished watching "The Godfather" part one, for the ....hmm....millionth time I guess. I just love this movie, haven't read the book by Mario Puzo though. Everytime I see this movie, I am lost in the Godfather world. My own world my own life vanishes for those 3 hours. Whenever Al Pacino is on screen, can't take my eyes off him. "Uparwale ne kuch jiyaada hi fursat se banaya hai". I just love the scene where father & son are having conversation in the sunlight. What a scene !! My favorite in the whole movie. Ideal father-son relationship. Also I love the last scene of the film, where wife is questioning Mike and he is warning her not to ask about the business and when she continues, he shouts to shut her up and very next moment he lets her ask for once & for all, she asks and he says 'no'. Thats called a MAN. He gets angry at his girl, because he cares and wants to keep her away from trouble, and then hugs her tightly in his arms to let her know he loves her and is there for her, forever. Wow!!!! In Indian movies Hero's are compulsive nici-pici & Mahaan sort. Why? If you make films close to reality than let the hero too. Anyways, Brando is superb, Al is awesome. I can see this movie for many many many more times.

I was ME again !!

Jai Maata Di
I had beautiful & flawless skin till I was in tenth standard. Then slowly, pimples started occuring on my face. Initially I was not much bothered, but then when people started noticing and commenting, I realized have to do something. My biggest mistake, I started pricking them up. Too bad, have the scars for the whole life. Anyways. Then as usual aunties, uncles, friends, friends of friends, even strangers whom I met in train gave me their-valuable tips "nuskha's" to get rid of my pimples. Poor me, irritated, frustrated, did everything. applying chandan-jaayfal paste, to lemon-honey mask to egg whites to rubbing alum cake to drinking litres and litres of Saafi to what not. I could have written a book myself on "How to get rid of pimples" with 9999 wonderful tips. But none of my efforts paid off. Pimples got worse, and I looked just Yuck ! No one will believe but I stopped looking in the mirror for more than a year. I use to comb my hair without looking in the mirror and nothing else. I use to hate myself. I use to often question to god- Why Me? and Why so many?...I have been an all rounder all my life. One day I dared to look into the mirror, and promised never ever to get bothered by pimples. My personality is much more attractive then my face, and I am beautiful by heart atleast if not by face. I moved on. I was ME again. Pimples soon became part of my personality. When on lucky days, I had none over my face I use to feel....something is missing types. After a decade of Pimple-problem, my prayers got answered, I got PRO-ACTIVE. Its amazing, but my buddies are still with me, they are never going to leave me, and trust me, I dont mind that anymore. They are part of ME. My pimples are part of Me.
If you are troubled by your pimples, JUST START LOVING THEM, trouble will be over forever.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

I Won't Quit

Jai Maata Di

I know I am talented, I know I am made for this TV-Film industry. I know I am good if not the best yet. I know I can write and write good. But after struggling for 5 years, I am.....still struggling. Why?

People keep telling me that if you want some good amount of work in this industry then join a lobby, tag along with some star-writer or do a channel job and many more things. I listen to all of them, but when I am alone, and I think about it. I realize, what if I join a lobby and due to some reasons the lobby remains no more. what will I do then?....what if I tag along with a star-writer and he/she himself is out of work or had a firght with channel and is blacklisted or something like that. what will I do then?.....what if I do a job in some channel and someone plays politics and throws me out, what will I do then?.....after hours of thinking, thinking and thinking.....I realized one thing....I am a WRITER, I came to Mumbai to become a Writer....instead of tagging along and trying to get inside a lobby, I must work hard, polish my skills, create wonderland with my imagination and words.....If I am good in writing, then i exist- in or out any lobby, with or without a star-writer.

I may not succeed, but I wont quit either. because- Winners never quit and quitters never win !!