Sunday, March 21, 2010
Any Lion out there?
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Power of Namaste !!!!
Monday, March 15, 2010
Power of Faith
I always knew my maata rani is always there for me. I can feel her. without her I am nothing. I want to share few moments when I realized the real power of faith.
I was in tenth standard, I was in hospital for two months jst before my board exams. My maths was very very weak, and I had no time to study. All suggested to take drop. But I refused, I knew Maata Rani is there, nothing will go wrong. I sat for the exams, when i got my maths question paper in my hand, i realized i know nothing. not even a single question I can solve completely. I felt I was going to faint. Tears were pouring. But I closed my eyes, prayed to maa, and solved whatever i can. within 15 min I was done. I looked around, everyone was busy solving maths questions. I was sitting calmly, I knew nothing will go wrong. Back at home I calculated how much I had solved and it came out that max to max i can only manage 32. I wont pass my boards. But I prayed and prayed, and my confidence kept growing that no matter what I will pass. Results came out, I passed the exams and I scored 45 in maths. Can you believe it? becuase I cant till date, i only attempted to reach 32 marks, but i got 45. it was a big mistake from board people, but for me, it was maa's blessings. My faith in her saved me.
You love Yourself the most !!!
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Sick of Thinking !!
Jai Maata Di
Where is my 'Ninnni' gone. Its morning and I haven't slept for a nano-second. I guess lot many things are going in my head. I want to move away from all those thoughts. I want to stop thinking for sometime. Then what should I do. Hmm. Room. Yes can talk about that. Okay, will tell you about my room. Luckily I have a big bedroom in my new rented flat in Andheri. It has a double bed, a dressing table, two godrej almirah's, one big and one small wooden cabinet with glass fronts, a side table and few more things. Most imporatant part of my bedroom is my Poojaghar, where my Maata Rani is. Its bang opposite my bed, over the big wooden cabinet. Before I sleep and after I get up, first thing I see is Maa. In that cabinet, books and CD's are there. loads of them. One can find lot of pink in my room, its my fav colour. My bedsheet is pink with yellow and blue flowers. loads of multicolored cushions are there. curtains are in dark shade of pink with stripes. my dressing table is overflowing with Girlie-stuff. On top of dressing table, I have kept my mother's pic, she is no more. But I still feel she has not gone. anyways. two beautiful art pieces from Bombay Store are dangling around my curtains. Also pasted some multicolored cute wooden art pieces from Vividha kids store, on my bedroom door. Foot mat next to my bed is pink again, and is heart shaped. When I got it, it was sooo cutie pinki pinki, that I was scared to put my feets over it, would have got dirty naa ...but had to. Aaah ! one more important thing, my white cutie-alarm clock with snooze light (shopkeeper told me about it as if its not snooze light but some secret weapon as in james bond movies). You know, I was planning to buy alarm clock from last four years. I bought everything but never brought an alarm clock home, I myself don't know why. Mahurat nahi thha I guess otherwise 4 years for an alarm clock. well, finally I got one. Before this, If I had to get up early I use to leave sms's to two people atleast and poor them, they use to wake me up by calling. I have asked almost everyone around me to do this task...from my papa to landlady to friend in Bangalore to Aroona Irani Mam. he he. Thanks to them all. This was my room, sweet sweet room. I love my room. Now I should try and sleep. Bored you all enough. Where is my pink duvet????
The Godfather
Jai Maata Di
Its 3:30 am, sunday is yesterday, monday is today. Had a long meeting with Aroona Ji (Aroona Irani) so it was a working sunday. Thinking of taking Monday off. Lets see whether can manage or not. Well, just finished watching "The Godfather" part one, for the ....hmm....millionth time I guess. I just love this movie, haven't read the book by Mario Puzo though. Everytime I see this movie, I am lost in the Godfather world. My own world my own life vanishes for those 3 hours. Whenever Al Pacino is on screen, can't take my eyes off him. "Uparwale ne kuch jiyaada hi fursat se banaya hai". I just love the scene where father & son are having conversation in the sunlight. What a scene !! My favorite in the whole movie. Ideal father-son relationship. Also I love the last scene of the film, where wife is questioning Mike and he is warning her not to ask about the business and when she continues, he shouts to shut her up and very next moment he lets her ask for once & for all, she asks and he says 'no'. Thats called a MAN. He gets angry at his girl, because he cares and wants to keep her away from trouble, and then hugs her tightly in his arms to let her know he loves her and is there for her, forever. Wow!!!! In Indian movies Hero's are compulsive nici-pici & Mahaan sort. Why? If you make films close to reality than let the hero too. Anyways, Brando is superb, Al is awesome. I can see this movie for many many many more times.
I was ME again !!
Never Complain
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Why Can't We?
I Won't Quit
Jai Maata Di
I know I am talented, I know I am made for this TV-Film industry. I know I am good if not the best yet. I know I can write and write good. But after struggling for 5 years, I am.....still struggling. Why?
People keep telling me that if you want some good amount of work in this industry then join a lobby, tag along with some star-writer or do a channel job and many more things. I listen to all of them, but when I am alone, and I think about it. I realize, what if I join a lobby and due to some reasons the lobby remains no more. what will I do then?....what if I tag along with a star-writer and he/she himself is out of work or had a firght with channel and is blacklisted or something like that. what will I do then?.....what if I do a job in some channel and someone plays politics and throws me out, what will I do then?.....after hours of thinking, thinking and thinking.....I realized one thing....I am a WRITER, I came to Mumbai to become a Writer....instead of tagging along and trying to get inside a lobby, I must work hard, polish my skills, create wonderland with my imagination and words.....If I am good in writing, then i exist- in or out any lobby, with or without a star-writer.
I may not succeed, but I wont quit either. because- Winners never quit and quitters never win !!